Good Morning
Once again I walked in the creek down stream. Gasp I even had shorts on. I felt actual joy and was able to be in the moment. So many species of flowers in bloom. Bumble bees and butterflies are everywhere. Birds although much quieter still abound. This piece of land is sheer magic. The sound of the creek babbling stills my mind quiets my soul. I must find the good in every day and STOP worrying about my future. None of us know when our number is up. It makes zero sense for me to constantly think about it. ENJOY. I am TRULY blessed to have had such a amazing full life. I'm blessed to enjoy this wondetful day. One foot in front of the other ONE MOMENT AT A TIME. Take it in, imprint it in your soul and Live while you are here. 
Peace
I'm really learning to live in the moment. I've been a work in progress ever since Petey's diagnosis with DCM. Yesterday was 5 years since his death. I really don't have any regrets during the last 5 years. I've had a wonderful life filled with so much love and fun. My only regret is that when I found my tumor, that I went for a second opinion instead of letting the radiologist send me away to come back in two months, and then again send me away to come back in another month. I no longer want to discuss my cancer with anyone. I need to live now while I'm here. I need to stay as healthy as possible so I get more time. More time to be with my loved ones, more time on this gorgeous earth. More time with my beloved nature. This morning I felt the need to disconnect from the world so I came over to our little slice of heaven. It's been very hot and everything is over grown so I chose to walk down the creek, in the water. It felt so awesome to have my feet wet. It was a magical way to stay cool and see Turtle Point Road from another wonderful perspective. Immature Red-tailed and Red-shouldered Hawks circled and called during most of my visit. I have decided that when I pass, I would like Turtle Point Road to be forever preserved. My gift to nature. It gives me great peace of heart to know I will leave land to be forever wild and free, so that animals may live with out the threats of man. My heart truly belongs to our little slice of heaven. I'm blessed to have spent so much time exploring and loving it.
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